I think the diabolical, medical nature of it is what makes the fantasy so hot. That, and the humiliation and dread as your masculinity is pumped from you and you are stripped of your male ego and pride, turned into a sissy bitch. How hot the lingerie would look as you became more used to it, how you would learn to walk like a proper sexy bitch, how your ass would move. And your big tits, how nice it would be to fondle them and watch your body move in arousal, watch your eyes as you looked at yourself in the mirror.
Hello my new sissy,
You must be getting used to the feeling of your panties by now. Your clittie is hard constantly, I can imagine, and your pussy is wet and aching as you long for release. You are looking forward to our Super Bowl Slut Party with anticipation and dread, wondering what nasty acts you will be forced to perform.
But you know, I look forward to all of these things with arousal and amusement. I get wet when I think about your manhood being stripped away, piece by piece, and how you must face your own fears and humiliation every step of the way. Of course, I even enjoy imagining it as an even more sadistic and cruel transformation, with you abducted and tied down by me and my girlfriends, kept prisoner in a sort of “sissy transformation” ward, forced to endure processes and tortures including waxing of your body hair, locking on fake breasts that you cannot remove, forcing your feet into whorish pumps that you cannot take off, and turning you into a cheap, sexy whore – all for a night on the town or a weekend with my girlfriends…as our special ho!
I think the diabolical, medical nature of it is what makes the fantasy so hot. That, and the humiliation and dread as your masculinity is pumped from you and you are stripped of your male ego and pride, turned into a sissy bitch. How hot the lingerie would look as you became more used to it, how you would learn to walk like a proper sexy bitch, how your ass would move. And your big tits, how nice it would be to fondle them and watch your body move in arousal, watch your eyes as you looked at yourself in the mirror.
Best of all, though, would be your painted lips wrapped about my huge cock, as you were on your knees in your lingerie, sucking cock like a good little sissy. You would learn to please unconditionally with your tongue as part of your training, first by sucking my strap on cock until I was satisfied, and then earning the right to worship my ass and then my pussy. All one step at a time, of course, and each step would be earned.
Punishments would be severe for not handling your duties as a proper sissy. You would have to use the right tone of voice, learn to moan like a girl when you sucked cock, and would have to walk properly in your high heels. Punishments would include over the knee spankings with your panties pulled down, nipple torture, and ice dildos shoved up into your hole. You would not want to disappoint me, trust me on that…
My mind wanders when I think about extreme sissification, as you can imagine. But all along, the most important part would be your acceptance of your new self, and the authentic struggle you have with losing your masculinity for my pleasure. I know it would be humiliating and uncomfortable, but that struggle would be what turned me on most. That, and what you learned to do with your tongue….
What is probably most distracting to you right now is your upcoming shopping trip to Victoria’s Secret (or, for those of you in Canada, La Senza..and for those of you elsewhere, well, you will have to find a suitable boutique!). This is one of my favorite tasks because it requires that you face so many fears and put your manhood at risk. I know you have thought about the extreme, degrading humiliation of being laughed at by the women that work there, being made fun of, being stripped of your dignity…all for being a real sissy and wanting to buy slutty lingerie. I bet you have thought of being dragged in there against your will and forced into a dressing room and made to do a little sissy fashion show (yes, I have done this!! It sure helps knowing the ladies that work there), or having to walk into the store with your cell phone and hand it to the sales girl so I can tell her LIVE what a sissy you are. And you know you are going to want to disappear when she smirks and looks you up and down, lingering her gaze at your crotch. Of COURSE I told her you were wearing a pair of French cut pink lace panties! And she’s picturing it…..
For this shopping trip, you will receive an email from me with the subject line “DO NOT OPEN. FOR VS.” You will print that note, seal it in an envelope, and go to the Victoria’s Secret or lingerie store and hand it to one of the women that work there. You must behave with complete respect, including dressing nicely and being very polite. Do not act like a sissy or a whore or do anything that will make the woman uncomfortable. Leave the task to me – the note will explain everything. You must also go to the location you told me about in your last lesson – do NOT go somewhere else.
If you are not in good standing and have not completed all your lessons, you must catch up before you earn the note. No exceptions!! Email me if you have any questions about that. All slaves in good standing can expect to receive your VS note sometime on Monday. Be patient….
When you go to the lingerie store, you need to be wearing your panties as well as a maxi pad. I want you completely distracted during this trip. You can wear your pantyhose also, but that is optional….
In the meantime, you still have to complete your sissy tasks, with some slight modifications. I will summarize them for you:
You must suck cock on all fours, in lingerie, for 20 minutes each night
You must play with your pussy for 15 minutes each day – NO CUMMNG- while wearing your gag….
You must wear your pantyhose at least every other day
You must paint your toenails again so they look pretty!
I hope to see you all at my Super Bowl Slut Party!!
Affectionately,
Mistress Akasha
Akasha’s Extreme Feminization/Humiliation Training Lessons in this series:
There are a few toys you should have in your collection to start. Of course, you are always welcome to use your existing toys or household items. I have a few toy recommendations that will help you, however:
